lifeofapokemontrainer:

emo magikarp hates its life.

 At least it doesn’t learn “Cut”

Now… I have started to feel so god damn terrible about my suicided ex-gf…. it’s the second time it’s happened actually. The second girl only I could save, that I have “left unattended” and then she killed herself.

tumblr is the closest thing I’ve found to “shouting to the whole internet”, so here goes my shout:

I’M SORRY, I know it’s not my duty to save suicidal girls, I know I can’t be blamed for that, I know I don’t have to do it BUT I REGRET NOT DOING IT. Even if it’s not my duty, if I would have made the difference, I should have done it. To say the contrary is fucking conformist.

Sorry to my followers who don’t follow me to hear this things… but, I had to say this.

Drugged with pills that induce sleep, going to sleep, leave me messages.
About? If you are reading this, you know what you want to send, so do so. Yes, my psychic powers were the ones who induced me to write this. I foresee it.

My feeling right now after getting a suicidal (goodbye world) message from my ex gf, having passed some months since breaking.