Now… I have started to feel so god damn terrible about my suicided ex-gf…. it’s the second time it’s happened actually. The second girl only I could save, that I have “left unattended” and then she killed herself.
tumblr is the closest thing I’ve found to “shouting to the whole internet”, so here goes my shout:
I’M SORRY, I know it’s not my duty to save suicidal girls, I know I can’t be blamed for that, I know I don’t have to do it BUT I REGRET NOT DOING IT. Even if it’s not my duty, if I would have made the difference, I should have done it. To say the contrary is fucking conformist.
Sorry to my followers who don’t follow me to hear this things… but, I had to say this.